and I’ll be in need of a cozy place to live. The thing is I got to a certain place with this little garden . . . I had the tiny cottage and a miniature gas lamp, a pond that does double duty as a birdbath and a winding path to the door. There is even a bench to rest on and dream, but then I got stuck. I couldn’t figure out how to flow the miniature garden into the surrounding larger, big person-sized garden. But here’s what’s funny . . . usually the garden is where I go when I’m stuck on some aspect of writing. Since I work organically (I mean green without a synopsis!) I sometimes can’t feel where I’m being led and need a space between me and the story to sort of let things breathe, preferably a green space, a space where I can stick my hands in the dirt or my nose in a flower or finger a bumblebee. I count on this activity to loosen my mind. As Ben Weatherstaff explained to Mary in The Secret Garden 
by Frances Hodgson Burnett “In th’ flower gardens out there things will be stirrin’ down below in th’ dark.” It’s as if he is talking about my subconscious. When I garden, I know things are getting stirred on levels I am unaware of.I imagined this approach would always work for me and as I neared the end of the current novel, when I hit a snag and couldn’t quite see how it should come together, I went outdoors to my tiny new garden and found I was just as stuck there. It has never happened before, that I am circling the last ten or so pages of a project and circling a corresponding ten feet of earth in the garden! Thankfully, there’s been a breakthrough on both projects and really all was not lost because when the writing hit a dead end and the garden hit a dead end, I curled up on my gigantic-person bench in the delicate shade of a newly-leafed oak tree with two of my all-time favorite books: The Secret Garden
and The Borrowers and I think it was something in rereading those stories for the hundredth time along with something in the spring breeze and in the delighted song of all the birds that hang out with me here . . . something in all that magic, in all that exuberance, is what loosened the knot in my head. I think my love of reading and writing, gardening and creating was born with the love of these books and others like them. I just want to suggest, if you haven’t looked at them in a while, try to make the time. I can nearly guarantee you’ll be richer for it. They’re gold for the soul!
